Hi
I have suffered with GAD for 23 years years following post natal depression and during high stress or PMS OCD plays a big part in this. My irrational thinking always goes into over drive around death having thoughts that I shouldn't be here and it's my turn to die, I always think people who have committed suicide have had thoughts like this and that's why they have carried it out, it scares me to death thinking this way, this is the reason why I think it always comes back to this thought. Sorry to anyone reading this who as lost someone to suicide and I'm sure I am way off the mark and there suffering was much much deeper. I apologise . I am trying to explain and hopefully give myself a bit of peace for writing . Trying hard not to give the thought fuel and let them pass but is very hard this time round.
Thanks for any advice.