Re: I don't know if I'm depressed or not; I just feel like there's no hope?
Thanks Terry. I'll be sure to update and let you all know what the specialist says. My parents are somewhat excited to see him, which makes me nervous because if nothing works I feel like they'll be disappointed they'll never have a pretty daughter, but I may be reading more into it than I should.
I go between being kind of excited/hopeful myself, and in the other direction where I think nothing will work anyway so I don't want to get my hopes up. I feel a little bit better, which makes me think my extreme low was hormonally driven and my face is clearing up a *bit* (I started my cycle a couple of days ago). So, I really would love to discuss the possibility of me having out of whack hormones that are causing issues for me. We'll see...
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