I've been having this sick instrusive thought for a long time now and recently the past month I've been doing pretty well with it, I mean it's still there but it barely affects my day.
I got so drunk on Tuesday night, and when I get drunk I tend to spill my biggest secrets. I remember most of the night, but I have this huge fear that I said something about it to my boyfriend, here's reasons why I probably didn't and I'm scared for NO reason
- I wasn't even thinking about it when I was drunk, and I doubt I'd say anything about it if I wasn't thinking about it
- I remember pretty much every embarrassing thing I said, so i'd probably remember
- I would definitely remember saying it
- My boyfriend would probably be acting strange, he hasn't said a thing about it although he's the kind of person who'd just not tell me, I know a lot of embarrassing things I said and he hasn't reminded me about it so he probably wouldn't say anything if he knew
There's so many reasons why I didn't say anything about yet I'm freaking out about it, my biggest fear is people finding out about this. Why am I worrying so much??