hi guys, some of you may have read my last post about my new job and wanting to leave, I left and luckily my old place were kind enough to have me back, I went back today and although I was nervous to the point of feeling sick I saw it through and went and I'm going back tonight to do the late shift, also been asked to do extra tomorrow, the thing is I now feel like a failure, I feel stupid and embarrassed and everyone keeps asking me what happened which is understandable but it makes me feel so small, I left to get a better paying job and now I'm back there and I feel like such a looser, I feel like I'm stuck there now, don't get me wrong I like my job and am very grateful to have it back but I won't ever be able to leave now as I'm scared the same thing will happen again :( I'm not going to be able to afford to put money towards my wedding and definitely won't be able to move into my own place now :( I feel completely stupid, have a doctors appointment in 20mins to speak with him to see about upping my medication to help me get back on track.