well not much to say here, the title says it all.. just this same old emtpy dark hopeless feeling
yesterday not a good day. finally after 5 weeks of waiting and dreading the postman, got the letter about the next stage of this horrible legal mess i've got myself into. (deep sigh),had horrible anxiety attack and i can't get hold of a soliciter, and i have around 3 weeks left. what on earth am i going to do?? its hard for me to track down a soliciter, i have problems using the phone and recently probalems going outside alone. i have phoned the samaritans and told them
i just wanted to talk to someone, feeling pretty desperate, and facing another weekend alone
thanks
oshun