So yesterday after battling a cold/viral infection early in the week and my anxiety being sky high recently I have officially lost it to the point I took my self to a & e last night and said My brains feels weird I am going crazy :( I was actually sitting rocking back and forward in the hospital.
I had the feeling all day that my head just wasn't right my body felt light and I just felt like things were not real what did feel real was me saying that I had officially lost my mind I was loosing touch with reality.
Usual tests and surprisingly my pulse was really low at 89 (that's low for me) blood pressure perfect temp etc.
Just my mind was not the doctor came to see me and asked some questions and said I defo do not have schizophrenia or psychosis.
That this was done to anxiety just its manifesting itself in a different way she said i did seem a bit manic but that's understandable as im under stress.
She said there was nothing they could do and im to go see my GP.. Im sitting here on 3 hours sleep having just forced some scrambled eggs down and Im still the exact same as i was yesterday and really scared that this is me now and iv finally made myself go crazy :(