Recently i got a intrusive thought that my ocd was actually an indication that i will die by commit sucide........its feel so real to me....I m so scared that i will really act on it.. and secondly recently i just bought a second hand rolex watch from a watch dealer and the watch bracelet was short of 3 links.....everthings was find on the first few days but after that i suddenly had a instrusive thought about where are the missing links.... keep think where are the 3 links goes to... whether was the ex owner sold it or lost it or the watch dealer sold it or lost it as it was just 5month old watch....i Keep thinking whole day..i like the watch alot and i dont want to sell it away just to ease my obessesion as i may suffer a big lose in money by selling away as i just bought it not long ago....... my life now has being obsessed by these 2 terrible thought... its take turn to obessesed on each thought... whichever the thoughts are not that strong i will obssessed on the other one.
I knew that my both thoughts are crazy and unreasonable but i just cant help....i just want to lead a simple life style.......anyone can help???