Thank you sooo much xBettyBoopx. x
You could not have posted this at a better time. Thank you for taking the time to share and advise, especially with your own personnel circumstances.
Today, I am having a really bad day. I have had my Mum with me for 2 weeks following a bad fall she had in her home. It has been hard going for me, as we don't get on and I have had to tend to her wounds as well. My Mother has taken over the house and there is no where for me to hide. My mother-n-Law has also had a nasty accident resulting in medical attention, so on top of my Anxiety and Panic Attacks, I really can't cope.
I have got to the point where I just want lie down forever; if you know what I mean.
But, I can't ands my partner is due for a Cancer Op too in January. Is there no end to it all?
I am really annoyed with their decision when I know of people 'milking' the system.
And you know what? I think I will write them a letter. I just can't do it.
Like you said. You were in tears. That is how I will be. I am in tears most days anyway. Don't they realise that more stress and pressure makes us worse?
And yes, you are right. I have been in Managerial work for most of my life and that has probably added to pressures of life. I am not lazy, but when you are ill, you are ill. That's what annoys me about having Anxiety, because they can't see it or understand it, they brush it aside.
BettyBoop, do you still have to go to the other appointment, even though your health has worsened? I do hope it is not too serious.
Anyway, now I am wittering on, but once again thank you, I needed that advice. x