Hello. OF course my anxiety is going crazy and I am shaking.
So about 4 months back? I tried inserting my Diva cup and it wouldn't open, it felt like something was blocking it. I felt around and there is a hard lump on the front of my vaginal wall, near the entrance. SO of course I am freaking out because I don't remember it being there. I went to my family doctor who didn't examine me and assumed it was a rectal prolapse due to me being constipated. I wasn't pleased with his diagnoses so I went to an urgent care clinic and a female doctor examined me saying she could feel a possible slight bladder prolapse so she sent me to a specialist gyno. Well I went to the gyno and he was a dink. He just stuck his fingers in and said it was my hymen wall and kind of like a shelf from where my hymen was (I will note that I have one child and had her almost 7 years ago) he said I am too young for a prolapse and my daughter didn't weigh much to cause one.... So I'm still freaking out. I am not enjoying doing any kind of masturbation (sorry tmi). I just started a new relationship, no sex yet and I made an appointment with my doctor to get a vaginal exam and all of the testings you should get when starting a new relationship. But now my anxiety is going crazy thinking something is wrong with me or I am dying or what ever. I'm trying to Google and no vaginal diagrams are helping, I feel like a freak.
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