Hi, I've been posting for a few days and really appreciated the advice I've received here.
So a quick intro - I'm a mother of three boys, work part time as a Carer and am a trainee counsellor and have a wonderful husband.
A couple of years ago after some difficult experiences in a church situation with a leader who displayed subtle bullying/narcissistic tendencies, I developed anxiety/post traumatic stress symptoms. I went onto Citalopram and after some difficult days with side effects, the meds helped and I felt fine. After 20 months I came off them, which was a bit daft because it was just before I moved house.
I think you know what happens next! Within a few weeks of moving house the anxiety was back, so I braced myself for going back on Citalopram. Unfortunately the side effects just escalated and after four weeks I was in a crisis house which was a really good alternative to hospitalisation.
Dr switched me straight to Mirtazapine about eight weeks ago, which was wonderful at first but then seemed to fade in effectiveness - so I'm now on day 3 of 45mg and desperately hoping for some improvement, as well as waiting for an appointment with a psychiatrist.
So that's me....