Hi, so as previously posted I have been on Mirtazipine since 9 October. I week at 15 mg, 6 1/2 weeks at 30mg and 12 days so far at 45mg. I'm really struggling though. Mirt has helped me sleep which is really good, however I feel much lower these days. Previously I had extremely high anxiety, which may be slightly better, but it's still quite overwhelming. Now though I also feel very depressed. It seems very dark and I just want to sleep and never wake up. I feel as if I've entered a nightmare parallel universe and I don't know if it's the mirtazipine or the illness making me feel this way... I'm speaking to a doctor tomorrow and wondering if I need a referral to the crisis team. Is it still early days on Mirt? Feeling desperate now....