Well, the first four weeks were pretty okay as far as side effects go. I had a handful of good and pretty okay days in there, which was so, so nice. In the entire month of December, I only took 3 Xanax, whereas, in previous months I was taking one tablet every single morning just to get by.
Tonight will be dose three into week 5, and damn, I have been feeling SO depressed and weepy. My anxiety is not too bad to begin with, but I do start to feel anxious about being depressed, asking myself why I'm depressed, if this means the meds aren't actually working etc...etc...depression is a very depressing state to be in.
I'm trying to tell myself it's just a blip. I've read a bunch of Fluox-users on here reporting a major blip in weeks 5 and 6. I read that Fluox takes 30 to 60 days to stabilize in your blood plasma. Other antidepressants only take 7-14 days, so I'm assuming the meds are just trying to stabilize.
Anyone out there to give me some reassurance? I'm trying really hard to distract myself and not think the worst, but it's a struggle.