Not sure what to think. Felt good yesterday morning. Went for a jog, but felt that derealization feeling, which I hate. Felt on and off anxious the rest of the day. Ended up taking a Xanax in the evening, which I haven't done in ages. Weird.
This morning I am feeling a tad bit better.
Don't know what to think. I guess it's just meds stabilizing. I have good moments/bad moments throughout the day. It's very up and down and inconsistent right now. Tonight is dose 45, three days into week 7.
Oh well, I guess it's better than feeling down and down all the time. I'm gong to try and focus on doing some craft projects today, as it's pouring rain outside. And tonight is the Democratic presidential debate, which I am either going to watch or listen to on the radio.