Hi. I have not been on here for a couple of years, but today I need you more than ever. I've battled with depression for years, and last night it caught up with me. I got very drunk, and decided to end it. I didn't get anywhere close. I woke up in my bed, my family had eventually found me. I feel so ashamed for what I did. But I realize it was a cry for help. I just can't stop feeling sad.