Hi everyone this is my first post on herea bit about me... I think I've always struggled with depression but it came to a head after the birth of my second child. After finding a sympathetic GP who actually listened to me I've been talking citalopram ever since, that was six years ago. The highest dose I've taken is 40mg daily which I've reduced at times with gp support to 20mg but the dose I find works for me is 30mg daily. I've been left with awful anxiety. A few weeks ago I was feeling fine, really in control even happy so I decreased my meds to 20mg daily. Today I've hit the proverbial wall. I feel like the worst mum in the world, a total failure, I've rang work sobbing like an idiot. I know why I feel like this and I know it will pass its just so blinking exhausting fighting against myself all the time. I literally feel like I could sleep for a week. My kids are my world and I want to be better for them. Sorry for the outpour but I know you'll all understand xx
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