It's been a long week. Last week was also a long week. I don't get anxiety. I'm not working now so I'm stuck at home most days. Some days I wake up anxious it's uncomfortable but it's nothing new (I had this a couple years ago and recently it's returned). In the afternoon I've been getting so anxious to the point of tears (intrusive thoughts suck). I'm so tired of crying. But by nighttime I'm fine for the most part. I do all of the cooking and it's one the few times I can actually focus without getting distracted. It's like a temporary break from it all. But I go to sleep and I wake up and it's starts all over again.