Hi everyone
So I've tried my best to remain positive but I'm at my wits end.
I'm on day 27 of 20mg and feel lower than ever.
I can't believe how up and down I am. I have cried twice today already and it's not even 12 o clock. I think the tablets are making me more depressed.
I don't know what to do.. I don't know whether to ring the doctors and ask for an emergency appointment or try and ring the mental health and ask for an emergency councilling session.
I'm really struggling, I don't think the tablets are doing Anything , I think the positive moments are all my doing.. And when I do feel positive I am still obsessed with thinking about anxiety. Nothing takes my mind off it..
I feel light headed all the time, constantly worrying, racing thoughts, hopeless lonely feelings.
I am really really trying my best but I am sick of feeling like absolute shite.
I know day 27 is still early but surely I should be seeing SOME lasting improvements? I don't know.