Originally Posted by
marycc
Here in my country the results are ready pretty fast, so tomorrow I'll know what the result is.
I'm really afraid I have cancer or something equally bad. It was done because I had an ultrasound and they said they think I have an hepatic adenoma (a benign tumor in my liver), but they told me I should do a CT Scan to "confirm" it.
However, I'm afraid they discover it's malign or that they discover that I have cancer somewhere else in my abdomen. A few years ago, sometimes there was blood (very few, bright blood) in the toilet paper when I had a bowel movement and I had a strong pain in my abdomen, which sometimes would make me faint.
Also, another thing that is feeding my anxiety is the fact that when the CT Scan was done, one of the technicians asked me, while I was still in the machine, if I had asthma, I said yes, and she said she was going to talk to the doctor. Then she went inside and was talking with the doctor for 3/4 minutes..... I think it was a really long time, I'm afraid they saw something bad and think that it would be better to use contrast. After that, she came out and said that I was done, that the doctor says he prefers not to take that risk, that it was highly possible that I'd have a alergic reaction and that if the result is not conclusive, then I'll do another CT scan with contrast.
I just can't stop imagining that tomorrow my life will change and I'll discover that I have cancer. Also, there are a lot of people in my family who already had cancer. Right now my mother is batteling cancer as well as another uncle of mine.
If there is someone going through the same or if there is someone who went through this and could share some positive stories or tips to stay calm and positive...please share. This is the only place where I feel safe and ok talking about this.
Thank you guys