I'm up and down. Literally one extreme to the other.
I'm on day 30 20mg and honestly I feel no improvements on these tablets than when I first started. I'm anxious 24/7.. I feel like I'm losing myself.
I can't go anywhere without being obsessed how I'm feeling.. It's making me not want to go anywhere but I force myself out of the house every day.
I don't enjoy things like I did 2 months ago and feel like my world is falling apart all around me.
Sorry to be morbid, I think it's because I've been off work (on holiday) this week and have spent too much time with my thoughts.
I just want this pain to end. I feel incredibly lonely. I want to be around people but I feel like I have a constant black cloud over me.
I'm thinking about paying for private therapy because the CBT waiting list is just far too long and life is so so difficult at the moment.
I can't see these tablets giving me a complete 180 in the next 2 weeks or so.
Sorry to be a mood killer. I hope everyone else is doing well