Originally Posted by
Nessy99
Hi there LiveAboveit,
I'm sorry your having a tough time with the withdrawal. I'm in a similar position myself. I stopped Sertraline last summer and have been trying to get back on SSRI's with little success ever since. My most recent was with prozac for 7 days in early March. It didn't go well and i started to get bad body shakes and restless legs. A month later these symptoms are still with me, though a little less severe. The prozac also made me a little agrophobic and those thoughts still remain with me when i try to leave the house a month later.
I also get the stress reaction when these negative thoughts/feelings happen. Clare Weekes called it '2nd fear', a stress reaction to an upsetting thought (i think that's what she meant at least) . It's very normal when you are in nervous state. Try not to worry about your thoughts and try not to worry about your reactions to your thoughts. I can see from your post you already know all this but reassurance sometimes helps.
This withdrawal will fade with time. Like me you seem very sensitive to the meds. SSRI's can be a bit much for some people when they are already anxious. Rest assured these withdrawals, and the upsetting physical and emotional symptoms that go with them, will fade in time. Soon you'll start to have good and bad hours, good and bad days. It's only been a 2/3 weeks since you came off them. Many years ago i did a month on Mirtazapine. It was awful. When i came off them i cried solidly for 2 months. I wasn't doing that before i went on them. It passed in the end, it just faded away slowly. It will pass for you too.
Best Wishes.