Shell I do exactly the same, and I too feel what's like missed beats, and feel it in the neck too, the missed beat you think you feel is actually an extra beat, it just does it that fast you don't feel it, which makes you think its a skipped beat, we just have to try and accept it, and not let it scare us, its not easy, will take time, I think as we come to accept it, and maybe watch our diets (still trying to work out possible triggers for that one) it will get better, mine isn't no way near as bad as it was when I first started getting these episodes due to the panic factor, but I do still have the odd scary moments, I guess it will take time, and we are not alone