Hi. Its being awhile even since i last posted.... but that doesnt meant that my ocd is under control. I am still struggle with ocd each day...sometimes are good while sometimes are bad. Or even worst.
I have been obssessed by very very minor hairline scratches on my watches... and this is really very terrible....whenever my watch is scratches..... i would post it online to sell it away and get another one...and each time i doing this i am losing a few hundreds.... i seriously think that i need to do something and stop all these nonsense....but i just couldnt stop myself from doing.....
Today i sold away a watch which i loved alot and have some minor scratches and got another same model which is totally new condition. And when i got the watch less than 10mins... i accidentally hit against my office chair armrest.... watch was not scratch but i found that there are some black plastic debris on my watch which i know its mostly from the chair arm rest... i take a look at my watch and its not damage at all but i keep having this instruvise thought that my watch is scratches in a way which cannot see from naked eye.... and also having the same urges of selling it off again... i really hope to stop all these losing money nonsense...
I have sold more than 5 watches in a month......i m really sick and tired of it... and the worst part is that now i couldnt even buy my favourite brand as its very famous for being a scratches magnet.... everytime i saw my fren wearing that model i feel sad... because of my ocd and i m avoiding it now....
Last time i am not so particular about minor scratches in watches as i feel that its parts and parcel of wearing a watch.... but now my ocd seems to become stronger...
So far... i manage to control most of my instrusive thoughts except for this....its make me feel lost and depressed. I just hope to have a watch that i like and settle down... i dont wanna keep feeding to my urges by selling and buying back....
Anybody here have the same issue and manage to get out of it??? I am more than happy to hear your advise...