I have always had morbid thoughts that i will die young either some tragic accident or rare disease. Obviously i suffer badly from health anxiety but it's something i am seeking help for and i do get hopeful, but i can't shake the constant belief that i will not make it to 30 years old, I'm 25, when my partner says that i have got the rest of my life, i just genuinely don't believe that i will have a long life and i can't accept it.
I know that nobody can predict the future so nobody ever really knows for sure, but surely it's not normal to actually believe you're going to die, it really gets me down i just wish someone or something could tell me "You will get to old age!!" so i could finally breathe out. It's so illogical that i am wasting the time i've got now on here moaning to you lovely people about dying early
Anyone feel the same