Feeling isolated

[ilovemakeup86]

I'm a Stay at home Mum to a gorgeous 2 year old boy, I've pretty much had health anxiety since being pregnant with him. I feel being a SAHM hard to distract myself with the HA, too easy for me to Google & scare myself.
I don't see any of my old friends, when they suggest we meet up I always cancel last minute. I'm in a weird funk were I do feel lonely, but I don't help myself by not socialising. My mum & boyfriend when I share my HA worries just tell me to "snap out of it" so I've stopped talking about it to them. I just feel so alone & miserable, oh I should also mention I'm 16 weeks pregnant with baby number 2 & since that time I've thought I've had an ectopic pregnancy, kidney failure, gallstones, DVT & currently skin cancer :( do hormones reak havoc with health anxiety?

[misslove]

Aside from being pregnant I feel like I could have written this myself. I think losing old friends Happens a lot when you have kids. My circle is very small and for me to break out of it is insanely hard. I go to the same places talk to the same people and my routine is strict. Us stay at home moms don't get the credit we deserve. My husband only has to worry about going to work and sometimes I envy that. My job description is a lot more than "go to work" I have to schedule meals, budget, school stuffs etc. I'm here if you want to talk. I 100% get where your coming from. PM me if you'd like. I try to check in here at least once a day.