Hi everybody,
I've decided to come here and hopefully look for some new friends. My self esteem is utterly shattered and my anxiety is at an all time high.
I was supposed to move in with my partner of 3 years this past weekend but he did a complete 180 and left me after assurances on Thursday that it was what he wanted. Clearly I'm heartbroken but I am also now intensely paranoid and I am quite concerned about my thoughts when I am left alone.
All my friends in the area are his friends and my family lives too far to be of help after a working day.
If there is anyone, especially local who might be willing to offer some support I'd be grateful. I'm 27 years old, nearly 28 and am now feeling like I'll be alone forever. I feel like I'm staring down the barrel of a gun and I really don't want to have to deal with each day.
I promise I'm not always so maudlin but this has hit me really hard. I'm just looking to rebuild a life and obviously people closer may make more sense but I'd like to talk to anyone especially with an interest in fantasy books/films and the great outdoors!
All the best
Montsie
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