Hi,
I have a hair appointment for a cut and finish this evening and the thought of it is making me quite anxious. Its not a social anxiety issue where I don't want to make small talk with the hairdresser, or a worry that I wont like the cut, but a fear that once I'm there, in the chair with wet hair that's half cut, I can't leave. I'm really worried I'll have a panic attack whilst sitting there and wont be able to use any of my normal coping mechanisms (walking around, listening to music, even just stretching). Does anyone else have this fear, and have any suggestions for dealing with it? I really don't want to go, and am coming up with loads of reasons to try and rationalise cancelling (I need to go to the supermarket this evening, I might need to work late, I don't know what I want doing to my hair etc.) but I haven't had my hair cut for over a year and know that if I cancel this time, I will probably cancel any future appointments too.