Well I've had just under a week of feeling really good and I honestly thought that maybe, just maybe, I was finally on the road to recovery. Then yesterday I woke up with the old anxious feelings again and it has continued in that vein for two days now; feeling anxious, shaky, appetite gone again, poor sleep, brain fog... well, you know the rest..
I try to remain positive - this has happened before and I've come out of it and had good days again - but not knowing what tomorrow is going to bring is horrible, I just want to get back to how I was before this "thing" attacked me and caused me so much pain and heartache. Why did it pick on me? What have I done to deserve this? Will I ever get well again?
I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself so I apologise for the stupid rant but if anyone has any tips on staying strong and keeping the faith I'd sure like to know.