Im petrified of taking meds my doctor keeps asking me to try them because as she feels they will help me because I'm not getting any better as I've tried getting better on my ownfor the 8yrs but I'm so scared to try them as I keep thinking wat if they give me suicidal thoughts or they can make do it and that scares the life out of me.I did google to see if they can do that to you and it does come up saying that they can give you suicidal thoughts and I did read some ware I think it was the nice guide that in some people that taking antidepressants it gives the the energy or something to do it so I dint know if reading that had just reinforced this thoughts about taking them . Every day I just battle with my mind shall I just try taking them and see wat happens or not try and take them i just cant seem to stop thinking about it all and it making my anxiety fo thro the roof . Sorry for such a long post but I'm hoping that maybe someone on here will be able to give me some advice especialy about if its true wat I've read about antidepressants thk you .