Hi guys
I'm feeling really anxious this morning, and for the previous 2 days. I have to have a meeting with my manager and Human Resources today at 14.00 and i'm really scared.
My manager, i've never really found a problem with, but she has been quite nasty to other people apparently, so i'm told. I always try and take as i find rather than listen to rumours, but i'm finding it hard today.
I've been off work for 6 months now, and yesterday got my SSP1 form through from payroll saying that they could no longer pay me SSP.
I've not seen anyone from my workplace since November, and i haven't seen my manager since the day i got sick, i haven't even managed to answer her phone calls to me.
I know i shouldn't be worried or anxious, I have union representation and a friend coming for moral support, but despite my deep breathing and distraction techniques i can feel the panic rising already.
Anyone else had to go through these meetings? ANy advice welcome
Freaky chick