Hey,

Ive felt terrible recently and incredibly run down and depressed :( dealing with several fears lymphoma, tc and bowel cancer Id say it may be settling down but my head is just weird atm I keep wishing bad things on my self sub consciously mainly illnesses or something and it's really getting me down I feel good for a bit and then it's like but wait what about this. And I'm just saying no, no In my head but it keeps returning :( symptom of depression ? Has anyone had anything similar?