I used to want to make money, get a really good job, have a really nice house, and all that sort of thing.. But since I got sick literally all I want is to feel healthy again, to enjoy the simple things I once enjoyed before.. It kind of sucks that this is what everything has come down to, me just wanting to feel ok and thats it.. But I suppose anxiety and benzo withdrawl do that to a person im also very young which makes it a bit worse