Hi, I am as others have described as a strapping male that can turn their hands to anything, but what people don't know is I suffer from severe anxiety, social phobia/ fear of attack, depression and a bit of ocd.
After 20 years of hiding this my Mrs has encouraged me and said I need help. I am at my whits and need help from anywhere I can get it. She has been amazing she walked me into the doctors and now I take some medication.
It's hard as I have always had a pretty (not tough) but very competent exterior. I struggle with this all day and night. I am disappointed, upset and some what embarrassed about my situation but I now know that I am broken. I can't seem to fix it so I am here to accept it, find ways and people to learn how to grow, live and have some sort of happy life with or inspite if it.