ESA medical was cut short - bad sign?
I went for my ESA medical yesterday for OCD, panic disorder, BDD, depression and my bowel problems.
I was an absolute state. I couldn't look up from the floor, was shaking like a leaf, went through about 10 tissues, ran to the toilet because of my bowel 4 times in 10 times and I cried hysterically and that was just in the waiting room!
In the interview, my mum came in with me and I was in the same state as I was in the waiting room and the doc spoke a lot to her because I couldn't string a sentence together and then he looked at my file, psychiatric letters etc and saw that I have/had self harm and had suicidal thoughts and then he left the room to speak to his superior or something and came back a few mins later and said they could stop the interview and they had enough evidence and they were so sorry I had to go through this. I was literally only in the interview room for about 10 mins so now I'm panicking that I messed up the interview due to my nerves and bowel and I wont get paid as I have read that the medicals should be about 30/45 mins.
How long does it take roughly to hear a decision back from ESA? I don't really know much about ESA and I'm new to it. Do they notify you by text or call or is it just letter?
Thanks
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C-PTSD (Complex Trauma), OCD, Panic Disorder, GAD
"Save your sympathy for someone else. I don't need it or want it. What you call a panic attack is merely a few normal chemicals that are temporarily out of place in my brain. It is of no significance whatsoever to me!"
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"Recovery lies in the places and experiences you avoid"
Dr Claire Weekes.