I'm surviving on snow, but I don't have much left. Barely eaten in that time. I'm dehydrated. Lost weight. Looking gaunt. I can't face the lying, deceit and despair that is "pathological gambling disorder" (ICD-10 code F63.0). I can't cope. To help me, my relatives blocked gambling sites on my Wi-Fi. But I just use 4G on my smartphone. It's destroying me. There's no point saving money because I'll gamble it. I withdrew my salary every month to keep cash to prevent online gambling. But I made the mistake of keeping a single credit card 'for emergencies' and leaving cash in my bank account (with debit card) as I became complacent, thinking I had beaten my weakness. Then I blew £500+ on Friday, maxing out my credit card and emptying my bank account. The casino tricked me by emailing me out of the blue and saying I had "a balance in my account" with them. Obviously I didn't know my password as I'd forgotten all about that site (and all the others). But who could not resist asking for a password reset email to check what the balance was? It was only £1 and they must have put it there but they didn't say they did. It wasn't worth withdrawing it so I gambled it on roulette (my thing) and then my weakness took over and I deposited money and gambled that and so on and so on...
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