I apologize in advance for I post so much here but health anxiety has invaded my life and it's taking over. I'm so convinced I have cancer EVERYWHERE. I can't help it. I get a head ache, instantly brain cancer. A sun burn and it's skin cancer. A small bruise and it's leukemia. I just can't help but worry. I'm so paranoid about my lymphnodes. I check then so often now. I have a couple ingrown hairs on my right upper jaw and it makes me feel like that's a swollen lymphnode. I've honestly never even had a swollen lymphnode so I'm not sure how they feel but I'm so worked up I'm dying. My mom has anxiety so she sympathizes with me but recently me and my dad got into a fight and told me I'm a self centered ******* and the reason I have health anxiety is because I only think of myself. Oh boy did that make me feel great. I'm so anxious I can't even sleep. Not sure what to do. Wish I could see a doctor just to test if there is anything wrong with me but that's out of the option. I'm at a loss here.