It looks as if I may have to have surgery, probably under general anaesthesia. I'm not worried about either the surgery (a hernia repair) or the anaesthetic procedure: I have experience of both. I'm not saying I'd prefer a local anaesthetic; I'm happy to be guided by the doctors here. The process of being put to sleep and coming round isn't, in my experience, unpleasant. I'm not worried at the thought of waking up during the operation; that happens, but very rarely. In my experience, the anaesthetists do a very good job. So, if I have to have the operation under anaesthetic, I'll Even so, there is something strange, isn't there, about voluntarily submitting to be deprived of consciousness and autonomy. Does anyone else feel this?