I am so worried there is something wrong with me.. Everyday my heart vibrates and I hear it in my ears after eating..My back hurts alot between my shoulder blades and my arms feel weird but mostly worried about something being wrong with my heart. I have been told by my doctor and also an ent specialist that there is nothing wrong with me other than stress..Some days I feel almost normal.I have a nurse friend that tells me that she doesnt feel there is anything wrong with me yet she sees me almost everyday but has never examimed me ..I sometimes hear my heartbeat when I lie down and then other times at odd times.I have heard this is something that I just will have to live with..There are other times it sounds like thunder in my ears..Its odd the place i live is a high altitdude ,one day I feel that i can do anything and dont even breathe hard and other days I feel its everything i can do to breathe and walk around.. I have heard this is normal here according to different people that are younger and some older and some about our age.They say its the place but don't know why it makes you feel that way.I usually eat lunch and thats when i feel something that pushes in under my ribcage under my breastbone and a thundering of my pulse in my ears...and sometimes a shortness of breath.I have asked the nurse about this and she says it will disappear the more I do .She is really confident there is nothing wrong with me .So why do I feel this way ..could it all be just anxiety? Could I imagine all the shortness of breath..if you had a serious illness wouldnt the symptoms be consistant? It comes and goes .some days I feel good and almost normal other day my fingers go numb because im typing like right now but it could be the position that im in.I feel nausaeated and hurt behind my shoulder blades and get so depressed i feel so bad that im just not interested in nothing.If the doctors say I don't have a heart issue and the the nurse that is our friend that is 30 year veteran surgical nurse says she would bet her reputation on it .. could there possibly be anything wrong..?I get a lot of skipped beats in my heart after eating too ,sometimes they go away with burping and other times they are spuratic every so often all night long.. Does this sound normal or normal for anxiety or could I really be sick and nobody knows it but me.IM really scared help me please .. Im so worried and nobody takes me serious..I feel so alone and scared.. Please
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