Hello, I rarely ask for help but I'm falling apart at the mo, I will try to keep it brief as I don't want to bore you!!
Three years ago I nursed my mum through osphageal cancer (no details as I don't want to trigger anyone)
When she was diagnosed we really didn't see it coming, she had a endoscopy we were taken into a room with a Dr and McMillan nurse and was told she had a tumour.
I have been getting the same symptoms as her, tomorrow I am having endoscopy, and I am terrified, not of the endoscopy ( not that I'm looking forward to it either) but of going into a room to be told afterwards.
I know I have to go through with it as the what if is effecting me big time, but I want to run away and hide!
I'm think most of my symptoms are my anxiety, but it's all become so tangled in my head I don't know any more!!
So please any advise or help would be very very king and welcoming x x x