Thank you Terry. I have read many descriptions of the various anxiety and mood disorders and don't seem to fit into any one single disorder. My anxiety is more freeze than flight or fight which I am told is a possible reason why I get such s bad reaction to many of the AD drugs especially those that affect noradrenaline. I see my psych tomorrow and so will press for a disorder name although I have had many disorders suggested including depression, GAD and somatic symptom disorder. Perhaps I need to aim to let go of my need for a disorder name and just go with the flow. Thanks again for your advice