Originally Posted by
Hopeful30
Hello everyone
I hope you are all enjoying this sunday evening.
Like many people who use this site, I suffer with quite severe bouts of anxiety and depression.
I haven't opened up about it for a long time; I've just learnt to 'put on a brave face' or simply avoid people.
I have just started a new job and it is incredibly pressured and intense. It also requires a great deal of my time and focus - something that is both an advantage and a disadvantage.
This weekend my anxiety has returned with a full force, I feel like a huge wave has pushed me to the floor and as though I am slowly drowning. I'm convinced that everyone I know doubts my abilities in everything. I'm convinced that I am worthless and that my friends only see me because they feel they should not because they want to.
What do you do when you feel like this? I can't eat, I'm struggling to sleep. I haven't been out because I feel worried, although I know a long walk would help, I can't quite build the courage to walk out the door.
Thank you for reading this.