I am really scared

[pulisa]

We all deal with HA Differently im afraid

Yes but we are trying to get you to deal with it in a more healthy and rational way

[Kay8010]

I know you are and i appreciate it but im so consumed with the possibility of being diagnosed its so scary for me

[Mercime]

Are you asking questions on the cancer forums?

[Kay8010]

No that im not doing

[hanshan]

I'd go with the food dye in the jellies. Red dye is particularly strong - one red sock can dye your whole wash.

[Kay8010]

Thank you. Im going to wait for the colonoscopy now on the 5th and try and stay positive about all of this. I had normal BM throughout this on and off so rationally thinking a tumor cant grow within 2 weeks to restrict me to always have thin bm. I could have inflammation in my colon from colitis, crohns or divercular disease. Its not always cancer and if it is i deal with it and get treated. Fretting will not take the tumor away or change the situation.

[ColdFusi0n]

Hey kay check your PM

[pulisa]

How did you get on today, Kay?

[Kay8010]

I had to reschedule for 19th Oct due to other stresses at hime.

[Kathryn313]

Just logged on and thought how it all panned out for you. Sorry to hear about your other stresses. Fingers crossed for the 19th.