A Broken Heart.
A Broken Heart.
Had HA for 21 years and in that time;
Bowel Cancer
Kidney Cancer
Leukaemia
Lymphoma
Liver Cancer
MND
Back to Bowel Cancer
Back to MND
Sinus Cancer
Diabetes
Pancreatic Cancer - ended up having scans
Skin Cancer
Back to MND
Testicular Cancer
Back to Bowel Cancer
Just in 2020/21 I’ve diagnosed myself with :
Stomach cancer
Oesophageal cancer
Liver disease
Ovarian cancer
Cervical cancer
Cauda equina syndrome
Sepsis (after actually having sepsis following childbirth)
Skin cancer
Covid when my partner had it (I did not catch it!)
Not making light of any of these diseases with my list but man it’s exhausting to have health anxiety
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Couldn’t agree more! It is exhausting! I dread to think of the numbers of years I have spend worrying about my health. I actually think it’s worse KNOWING I have HA yet I still let it consume me when I have any sort of symptom.
I am reading this and thinking why I am doing this to myself. I feel ashamed because there are people who really have that diseases and they don't make fuss about it, I am so weak and hysterical that I can't handle the stomach bug, I was at ER last year due to that and I was shaking thinking I'll die. My heart rate was 170.
I think that HA is hardest to cure.
I had all diseases that I ever heard of.
So far I've died from:
Brain cancer
Stomach Cancer
Colon Cancer
Lung Cancer
Esophageal Cancer
Pancreatic Cancer
Bowel Cancer
And before dying, suffering from :
IBS
GERD
Sleep Apnea
MS
Arthritis
It’s funny that there is a difference between ‘dying from’ and ‘suffering from’. I’m very much in the headspace that everything is cancer and it’s already terminal. I’d much rather have a broken leg or arm yanked off
It’s so scary isn’t it. I don’t know why I jump to the worst first. Like it can’t be something small and fixable first. I loved reading this thread and made me feel a little better x
So far this year I have had every disease imaginable! Yes it is very exhausting and scary. I am truly grateful for the people here who always take the time to try to make me see ‘sense’. Xx
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