I've tried arranging a meet up on here, no response as of yet.
I'm not even sure I see much point in trying, most people already have lots of friends and aren't wanting or needing new people in their lives. I've lost too many years due to loneliness. I don't see it getting better, not really.
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This is exactly how I feel. I hold doors, I am very polite yet feel unlikeable. And I fake smiles constantly!