Yesterday I posted about my absolute fear of going to the dentist again...I was panicking already, but now I'm panicking mega time!
Last time I went to the dentist, they did an xray during my checkup. Planned the treatment, and one of the things the doctor said was she wanted one of the wisdom teeth to come out because there is a shadow there, she didn't want to work on the adjacent tooth filling because of the wisdom one.
Because at the time I didn't have health anxiety, I didn't think much of it. At the time when I did cancel my hospital appointment, the HA was already raging. And now that I have to sign up for the dentist again, I'm thinking that shadow is cancer and it's god knows where :( And googling this didn't help - I looked at the title of the first page and my heart sank I don't have any pain in that tooth, the only problem with my wisdow teeth is that they've haven't come out fully and they're at an odd angle.
Now I'm really really scared to go and sign up, does anyone have words of comfort? Surely if it was cancer they were suspecting they wouldn't have put me on a 3 month waiting list and would've told me? Health anxiety is utter cr*p !