Hi everyone

I'd had enough of mirtazapine sedative effects at 30mg, and in attempt to reclaim life outside of sedation I stopped taking it. This was under advice of a locum and of course was devastating.
Since I have managed to see my usual doctor and am back on 30mg. He has given me 'free reign' to try and find a dose that doesn't turn me into a zombie.

I've tried taking 45mg but on the first night slept for 16 hours through 4 alarms. On the second night I had a bout of nausea ( I am severe emetophobic) but I hear that mirtazapine does not cause nausea so perhaps this was related to anxiety.

Does anybody take mirtazapine and manage to have normal waking hours? I am so tired and have no social life as I'm almost always sleeping.
Should I persevere with 45mg?

Thanks all