Re: Feeling terrible
Yeah, I agree with Ana. It's really hard to find the right balance between knowing when to push yourself and when to go easy on yourself. The way I think is that if I do something I dread there's a chance it'll be horrible but there's also a chance I'll enjoy it. If I stay at home I'll just feel terrible. Most of the time the anticipation is worse than the actual thing itself. Only you can decide but, either way, don't blame yourself for your decision.
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