Re: Fear of Being Drugged (OCD/Anxiety/Panic Attack)
Ahoy there x.
Everytime I eat something I worry how much its poisoning me(in the sense of sugar, sat fat ect) I have to carefully monitor how much I'm in-taking so I don't get diabetes or a heart attack ect(fun enough dealing with a choking phobia ). and these past two weeks I've had quite a bit of sugar(like some days two hot chocolates a day ect) and I'm now convinced I already have diabetes and that I'm going to die but I'm trying to to remain positive and i'm getting back on the healthy wagon tomorrow if its not too late.
the drug fear is interesting because I've only just recently developed it, I've never eaten out since I was about 13 because I don't trust others with food(food poisoning and whatnot) I've only had coffees/hot chocolates from cafes and maybe some cake from that point on but that's about it. however my friend had a news year party and I ended up tagging along, if you ask them they will tell you I never let my drink go once, I had to put it down briefly to cut something up and even though it was a few inches away from me guess what, I made myself a new one, all night I wouldn't accept drinks people gave me(not even them!) which resulted in them thinking I didn't trust them(oops!) I only usually have it around my drinks and food if i'm at a party or there's quite a few people around ect. but I get where you're coming from, it can be really frustrating x
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