Today is a real low point for me. Let me give some context I suffer from GAD, this started after the sudden death of my father. At Christmas I suffered a miscarriage and my anxiety has worsened. I'm sat here at the moment at work, feeling like I have a knot in my stomach, nauseous and generally out of control. I go to New York on Saturday a birthday present from my husband and I cannot let this ruin the holiday.
My main fear at the moment is my teeth, but I fear this is masking something deeper - a belief that nothing is going to go right, I don't deserve it to. My fear is my teeth falling out, they're not great I have wonky teeth and my gums need work. I'm constantly convincing myself my teeth are loose, I am struggling to talk and eat because I'm so scared. Im also suffering terrible nightmares.
I have started cbt but at my lowest it does not help. What do I do?