Psoriasis
I've been dealing with this current outbreak of psoriasis on my scalp ever since about April/May last year. It first got diagnosed as seborrhoeic dermatitis and then as it developed more and became more scaly, it was then said to be psoriasis. I've been given so many creams and shampoos by my doctor to try but none really seem to make a difference. If I use coconut oil to remove the scales, they come back a day or two later and I'm back at square one and all the while my skin is still as red, tight and itchy as ever before.
Most people would find it a nuisance and nothing more but it has set off my HA even more than usual. From some of my older posts, you may know that I have had 2 swollen lymph nodes on the right side of my neck for the past three years and me being me, I think they are lymphoma even though both came up when I had the flu and now that the psoriasis patch has came up on my scalp at the same side of the nodes, that only fuels my fear even more.
I went to the dr a month ago and got my skin and nodes checked and the dr said the psoriasis wasn't the worst but it has gotten worse since she last checked it and that my node felt healthy, small and mobile and not a big deal seeing how long I've had it but she wanted to run a CBC to check for any underlying infection and of course, that set me off and I still haven't been for it yet. I keep trying to tell myself that if it was bad, she'd have referred me straight away and would want more than a blood test.
I know psoriasis is a chronic condition with no cure but the fact it doesn't get better whatsoever for me no matter what I try is really starting to worry me. Do you have any tips for dealing with psoriasis? Both with the appearance and the pain and itchiness?
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C-PTSD (Complex Trauma), OCD, Panic Disorder, GAD
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Dr Claire Weekes.