I was 18 when I first noticed hair loss, and when my so-called friends (
) started taking the piss out of me for it. Looking back, I can see the early stages in photos from my early teens. Fortunately, the process has been slow enough that, at 32, I do still have a bit of hair on top, although it's diminishing all the time. For years, it caused me untold anxiety, perceived humiliation and fear of the future. I've never been particularly successful with the fairer sex, and I always imagined having less and less hair only making it harder and harder to find someone special, which I want more than anything.
Well, I'm 32 now, still very much single and thinning all the time, but I'm far more accepting on it. One of my goals for this year is to find the balls to shave it off. Might not seem like a big deal if you're already there or don't have this issue, but it feels like a pretty big change in appearance. I'm getting there, though. One thing that I've found makes the whole thing worse is dating websites. So many girls go on and on about the kind of hair they like on a guy, or just say "no bald men" as if you've made a bad fashion decision. It's easy to feel crap because of it - or it used to be until I got my mental health and self-esteem together.